Suicidal Thoughts by Notorious B.I.G.
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion
In this song, Notorious B.I.G. is showing his defeat and
insecurities when he talks about how worthless he is and
how much wrong he has done. Certain situations in his
childhood led him to have these suicidal thoughts. He doesn't
think much of himself and calls himself a piece of shit and
says that he wants to go to Hell. He also doesn't think that
anyone cares about him; he says of his mother, "I wonder if I
died, would tears come to her eyes."
insecurities when he talks about how worthless he is and
how much wrong he has done. Certain situations in his
childhood led him to have these suicidal thoughts. He doesn't
think much of himself and calls himself a piece of shit and
says that he wants to go to Hell. He also doesn't think that
anyone cares about him; he says of his mother, "I wonder if I
died, would tears come to her eyes."
